Today, I thought about something that I shouldn’t have. It’s something I have no right to regret. No right to complain. No right to even think about the what ifs about. But still. I thought about it.
What if I said yes. I am so fucking jealous of her. Why didn’t I say yes.
That’s what I thought. I guess it’s true though, you don’t know what’s missing till it’s shoved in your face. I don’t know if I like him or is it because I’m just fucking lonely at the moment. But still. That’s what I had on my mind today. Holding onto him and thinking that.
He’s my best friends. I know that. I wanted that. But am I just a selfish bitch to want more than what I’m given? I guess another thing is true. Best friends, they end up liking each other too late. Or too early. And never at the same time.
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I looked at everyone and wondered where they came from, and who they missed, and what they were sorry for.Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (via feellng)
Don’t ever put your happiness in someone else’s hands. They’ll drop it. They’ll drop it everytime.Christopher Barzak, One For Sorrow (via fragilis)
I’m sorry I gave you everything I had without making sure you wanted it.Heavy (#418: April 21, 2014)